Break Away♥

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Clickie. :D
♠ ♣ ♥ ♦

♥May-belle♥
aka Belle, Panda, Milkshake.♥
Officially 16. :D
17th August, leo
Catholic.
"Happy go hyper. :)"
Regent Sec
Regent sec m&d♥
~~Sec Onefive♥ 2008~~
~~Sec Twofive♥ 2009~~
~~Sec ThreeSix 2010~~
~~Sec FourSix 2011~~
GRADUATED from Regent Secondary.

psalms 27:4

"A lady that is striving to dwell in the house of the Lord
who is learning to see God's greater purpose for her
who wakes up and learns to be thankful for her blessings."

http://x-identity.blogspot.com/2010/03/new-identity.html

Candies♥
♥ Candies. Gummies, Chocolate, you name it!
♥ My sunshine & cupcakes.
♥ Rainbows. Anything colourful for the fact.
♥ PINK.
♥ Pink, brown, green, white, black.
♥ My pets.
♥ Bubblegum.
♥ Music.
♥ Candycane. (original)
♥ Onde Onde (green colour one w suagr inside)
♥ Bubbletea.
♥ Cappuccino, honey green tea, peach green tea, peppermint green tea bubbletea.
♥ Snacks. You shall.. NOT spoil me! :D
♥ Fruits.
♥ Being involved with my friends of different races.

Knives✖
✖ Mostly myself. I get easily tempted, etc.
✖ Hypocrites. Now tell me, who isn't one? I know I am.
✖ Homework. Burn 'em!
✖ Pe. Who started it, anyway?

Dear Santa..

NOT IN ORDER

~~ Him♥~~
~~ Hoodie (Comfy & fuzzy inside)~~
 Panda doll backpack.
 Wooden Musical box (plays when opened)
 Checkered headphones/earpiece.(cream & brown)
 waist shorts, skirt.
 New lappy.
 Sims3.
~~ off-white brown/black polka dotted frill umbrella.~~
 Lava Lamp.
 Beanie hat.
 Heart locket necklace.(Those that can open up to put pics)
~~ Watch necklace. (Opens up with a touch of a button) (Idk where I threw it to)~~
~~ Itouch.~~
 Sneakers.
 Off-shoulder tops.
~~ White sneaker-like schoolshoes.~~
 Floral top w waist skirt & belt.
~~ Essential Hair mask.~~
~~ Liese cocktail hair spray.~~
 Olympus Pen EP1 DSLR camera.
 brown/white fur Boots.
 Snow globe
~~ Transparent Umbrella.~~
~~ Very 1st Plane ride~~
~~ Meet Irwin Zephyr♥~~
 Learn Piano.
~~ Meet Ariel♥~~
~~ hip-length hair. (:~~
 Go Poly.
 LIVERPOOL jersey :D
 ~~Black~~, baby pink, greyish blue shorts.
 Dresses.♥
 More clothes, dammit.
 Prom dress.
 Have a PROM.
 Cream & brown checkered hoodie.
 Baby pink & ~~black skinnies.~~
 Zy back alive.
~~ Have Ichigo.~~
~~ Pass Math.~~
 Pass Chinese.
 Be strong.
~~ Webcam~~
~~ bff with Becky, Irwin & Mic, Ariel.♥~~
 Money.
~~ My fairytale.~~
 Travel to Paris, Japan, France, Rome, London, Australia, England.
(爱)

↑ 1st April. @Thursday, April 1, 20104/01/2010 06:57:00 PM

School was rather okay today,
until we went back to class for lessons after assembly.
We had pse, and Ms Merduati was talking about what she heard from our teacher(mr neo).
Apparently, Mr Neo had told her about the whole thing.
She refered it to cyber bullying.
Suddenly, I felt like everything she was saying was directed to me.
I couldn't tell if she knew who the people involved in the matter are,
and if she was siding with me or them.
Then I felt very uncomfortable there,
I just wanted to run out of that room, and hide.
Anywhere.
So I was sensitive to that topic,
but what can I do?
So I sat, fighting to keep my expression straight.
She mentioned about a 15 year old girl, which had to deal with cyber bullying.
She couldn't take the abuse and commited suicide.
The whole class was like, 'ohhhh!'
Glad that I'm not suicidal, huh?
At least I know I have friends and family to turn to.

The lessons after that was just..
weird.
Couldn't help feeling left out and not having a sense of belonging to the class.
I felt like a total stranger.
I felt unhappy that not many people in class knows about this,
and that although I know they have the same viewpoint as me,
but I'm standing up for myself alone.
It was hard to take in.

During pe I lagged behind Yp & Oreo.
We had to practice for standing broad jump,
but I just wasn't in the mood to do anything.
Bernard tried to cheer me up by cracking lame jokes and screaming weird noises,
but I didn't laugh.
Dissapointed, he left and thought of new ways to cheer me up.
He pushed Jackson to me.
I felt tears spring up in my eyes, and I turned to look away.
Jackson noticed, and he was shocked.
I blinked hard to prevent the tears from falling.
As much as I hated it, I needed to be alone.

After recess was bio.
My unhappiness was evaporated as I sat inside the chemistry lab for Bio.
Bryan patted my shoulder and decided to be my lab partner for the day.
We talked for a bit.
Then he asked if I was tired, I said yes.
Then he complain he very tired, so he rested his head on the table.
I did so, and soon after, I drifted to sleep.
I was only aware when Mdm Juliana commented,
"What happened to Bryan and Mabel?"
I sat myself upright, rubbing my eyes.
"Romeo & Juliet is it?"
I could hear the girls giggle.
I couldn't help but to smile at the irony.
Then laughed with Bryan about it.

After school slacked around with Becky and she kept making us walk around in circles.
Round and round the canteen we went.
-.-
So gave up and bought food.
Then in the end went into the Needle Work Room to accompany Lewis, Shakir, Hazim, Jin Chuan and Jackson.
Chit-chatted until their detention was over,
then we headed over to Club 4 paws.
Played and stroked the dogs there,
then entered Cafe Patio,
laughing at how scared Hazim and Shakir was, that they stood outside the gates.
So anyway, they left, and it was just the 3 of us:
Lewis, Becky and I.
Ordered Pangster wings and played with the owner's dog.
Pomeranian!
Omg, Becky!
I told you Pomeranians are the bombxz.
You don't believe me.
Hmph.

If I could get a dog,
I would most probably get a white/brown pomeranian.
Hmmm..
A long-fured chiwawa wouldn't be that bad, too.
Like Ashley.
I love her. :)
And then the problem is,
I'd have no idea what to name her.
Sigh.
Cocoa?
Nah, alr have Coco.
Bleh. Nevermind.
Amber?
Ah, shut up Mabel, it's not like we're ever gonna have a dog.

<_<
>_>
I impatiently waited for Becky, Lewis & Jackson to carry their bags.
'Hurry!' I exclaimed.
'Yala, yala, you can just go ahead, we don't minddddddddddd,'
she teased.
'Argh! Becky!!!!!'
So waited outside the minimart for Mursyid to arrive.
And he did, he was player soccer or something at a shelter.
I could tell it was him from far away cause of the way he walks.
Haha.
Then he arrived with Dinu.
I went, 'argh.'
And he asked, 'what's with that face?'
I said nothing, and then we headed into the shop.
They bought some stuff,
Dinu teased me.
I teased him back.

Mursyid then accompanied me across the road, then we said bye.
And then I went back to find myself home-alone.
How nice. -.-
Pics later.
Lazy.

Yours truly♥


Disclaimer; ♥Don't you think we all need a new identity?♥ Best viewed in Google Chrome.
Identity♥ Clickie. :D ♠ ♣ ♥ ♦ ♥May-belle♥ aka Belle, Panda, Milkshake.♥ Officially 16. :D 17th August, leo Catholic. "Happy go hyper. :)" Regent Sec Regent sec m&d♥ ~~Sec Onefive♥ 2008~~ ~~Sec Twofive♥ 2009~~ ~~Sec ThreeSix 2010~~ ~~Sec FourSix 2011~~ GRADUATED from Regent Secondary. psalms 27:4 "A lady that is striving to dwell in the house of the Lord who is learning to see God's greater purpose for her who wakes up and learns to be thankful for her blessings." http://x-identity.blogspot.com/2010/03/new-identity.html Candies♥ ♥ Candies. Gummies, Chocolate, you name it! ♥ My sunshine & cupcakes. ♥ Rainbows. Anything colourful for the fact. ♥ PINK. ♥ Pink, brown, green, white, black. ♥ My pets. ♥ Bubblegum. ♥ Music. ♥ Candycane. (original) ♥ Onde Onde (green colour one w suagr inside) ♥ Bubbletea. ♥ Cappuccino, honey green tea, peach green tea, peppermint green tea bubbletea. ♥ Snacks. You shall.. NOT spoil me! :D ♥ Fruits. ♥ Being involved with my friends of different races. Knives✖ ✖ Mostly myself. I get easily tempted, etc. ✖ Hypocrites. Now tell me, who isn't one? I know I am. ✖ Homework. Burn 'em! ✖ Pe. Who started it, anyway? Dear Santa.. NOT IN ORDER ~~ Him♥~~ ~~ Hoodie (Comfy & fuzzy inside)~~  Panda doll backpack.  Wooden Musical box (plays when opened)  Checkered headphones/earpiece.(cream & brown)  waist shorts, skirt.  New lappy.  Sims3. ~~ off-white brown/black polka dotted frill umbrella.~~  Lava Lamp.  Beanie hat.  Heart locket necklace.(Those that can open up to put pics) ~~ Watch necklace. (Opens up with a touch of a button) (Idk where I threw it to)~~ ~~ Itouch.~~  Sneakers.  Off-shoulder tops. ~~ White sneaker-like schoolshoes.~~  Floral top w waist skirt & belt. ~~ Essential Hair mask.~~ ~~ Liese cocktail hair spray.~~  Olympus Pen EP1 DSLR camera.  brown/white fur Boots.  Snow globe ~~ Transparent Umbrella.~~ ~~ Very 1st Plane ride~~ ~~ Meet Irwin Zephyr♥~~  Learn Piano. ~~ Meet Ariel♥~~ ~~ hip-length hair. (:~~  Go Poly.  LIVERPOOL jersey :D  ~~Black~~, baby pink, greyish blue shorts.  Dresses.♥  More clothes, dammit.  Prom dress.  Have a PROM.  Cream & brown checkered hoodie.  Baby pink & ~~black skinnies.~~  Zy back alive. ~~ Have Ichigo.~~ ~~ Pass Math.~~  Pass Chinese.  Be strong. ~~ Webcam~~ ~~ bff with Becky, Irwin & Mic, Ariel.♥~~  Money. ~~ My fairytale.~~  Travel to Paris, Japan, France, Rome, London, Australia, England. (爱)
↑ 1st April. @Thursday, April 1, 20104/01/2010 06:57:00 PM School was rather okay today, until we went back to class for lessons after assembly. We had pse, and Ms Merduati was talking about what she heard from our teacher(mr neo). Apparently, Mr Neo had told her about the whole thing. She refered it to cyber bullying. Suddenly, I felt like everything she was saying was directed to me. I couldn't tell if she knew who the people involved in the matter are, and if she was siding with me or them. Then I felt very uncomfortable there, I just wanted to run out of that room, and hide. Anywhere. So I was sensitive to that topic, but what can I do? So I sat, fighting to keep my expression straight. She mentioned about a 15 year old girl, which had to deal with cyber bullying. She couldn't take the abuse and commited suicide. The whole class was like, 'ohhhh!' Glad that I'm not suicidal, huh? At least I know I have friends and family to turn to. The lessons after that was just.. weird. Couldn't help feeling left out and not having a sense of belonging to the class. I felt like a total stranger. I felt unhappy that not many people in class knows about this, and that although I know they have the same viewpoint as me, but I'm standing up for myself alone. It was hard to take in. During pe I lagged behind Yp & Oreo. We had to practice for standing broad jump, but I just wasn't in the mood to do anything. Bernard tried to cheer me up by cracking lame jokes and screaming weird noises, but I didn't laugh. Dissapointed, he left and thought of new ways to cheer me up. He pushed Jackson to me. I felt tears spring up in my eyes, and I turned to look away. Jackson noticed, and he was shocked. I blinked hard to prevent the tears from falling. As much as I hated it, I needed to be alone. After recess was bio. My unhappiness was evaporated as I sat inside the chemistry lab for Bio. Bryan patted my shoulder and decided to be my lab partner for the day. We talked for a bit. Then he asked if I was tired, I said yes. Then he complain he very tired, so he rested his head on the table. I did so, and soon after, I drifted to sleep. I was only aware when Mdm Juliana commented, "What happened to Bryan and Mabel?" I sat myself upright, rubbing my eyes. "Romeo & Juliet is it?" I could hear the girls giggle. I couldn't help but to smile at the irony. Then laughed with Bryan about it. After school slacked around with Becky and she kept making us walk around in circles. Round and round the canteen we went. -.- So gave up and bought food. Then in the end went into the Needle Work Room to accompany Lewis, Shakir, Hazim, Jin Chuan and Jackson. Chit-chatted until their detention was over, then we headed over to Club 4 paws. Played and stroked the dogs there, then entered Cafe Patio, laughing at how scared Hazim and Shakir was, that they stood outside the gates. So anyway, they left, and it was just the 3 of us: Lewis, Becky and I. Ordered Pangster wings and played with the owner's dog. Pomeranian! Omg, Becky! I told you Pomeranians are the bombxz. You don't believe me. Hmph. If I could get a dog, I would most probably get a white/brown pomeranian. Hmmm.. A long-fured chiwawa wouldn't be that bad, too. Like Ashley. I love her. :) And then the problem is, I'd have no idea what to name her. Sigh. Cocoa? Nah, alr have Coco. Bleh. Nevermind. Amber? Ah, shut up Mabel, it's not like we're ever gonna have a dog. <_< >_> I impatiently waited for Becky, Lewis & Jackson to carry their bags. 'Hurry!' I exclaimed. 'Yala, yala, you can just go ahead, we don't minddddddddddd,' she teased. 'Argh! Becky!!!!!' So waited outside the minimart for Mursyid to arrive. And he did, he was player soccer or something at a shelter. I could tell it was him from far away cause of the way he walks. Haha. Then he arrived with Dinu. I went, 'argh.' And he asked, 'what's with that face?' I said nothing, and then we headed into the shop. They bought some stuff, Dinu teased me. I teased him back. Mursyid then accompanied me across the road, then we said bye. And then I went back to find myself home-alone. How nice. -.- Pics later. Lazy. Yours truly♥
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