Because I've realised how far we've come.
Yesterday was really boring,
Jackson met me under my block at around 4pm plus,
then he lompang-ed me till Limbang where I bought myself the same pair of slippers.
Heehee, so happy they still sell it there.
After that he cycled to GreenRidge area, blah blah, passed by Lewis's block also..
Then we tonned at GreenRidge until 6plus?
Idk..
Stagmont, void deck, ton until 12+ then went home.
Was tired, so slept soon after.
Woke up at around 7.30 plus this morning and got ready for church.
Was really quiet during lesson today,
Idk why.
Maybe cause I was worried, maybe because I don't feel like saying anything,
Not knowing what to say, or the fear and suspense of the outcome, etc.
After class I rushed over to Yewtee to meet Lewis.
I was expecting him to wear white,
so it surprised me when I saw a clump of green at the corner of the seat,
I could reconice him from his hair,
but I had to make sure it was him.
I walked closer, and bent my head down to see his face.
After I confirmed it was him,
I sat down beside him.
We were quiet for a long time,
and hardly said anything.
I hated how tense we were, and I was afraid.
But eventually I think he cheered up,
and then we began talking like normal.
We jalan-ed around Westmall, then train-ed & shuttle'd to IMM.
Sat at the rooftop garden owning him by doing something,
when Jackson came.
After facing the temptation of sushi & sashimi at the market,
we decided to go for Sakae at Westmall.
-.-
So off we went.
Turns out that we forgot buffets were only available only on weekdays,
so we ate at Kopitiam.
Blah blah, staircase, arcade, window-shopping,
then took a bus to bukit timah area.
We climbed up the hill, and the slope was quite steep.
Standing beside the haunted "house" and facing the little houses below,
it was rather romantic as we watched purple streaks run across the darkened sky.
Rain drops pelted down and I wasn't so happy about it,
cause it was ruining my hair.
But still, it created a really nice atmosphere.
I refuse to talk about what happened next,
all the worry and stuff for J,
cause it's rather.. Painful to talk about it, y'know?
My teeth were chattering so Jackson brought us to a nearby shop at the bottom of the hill.
We had hot milktea and the guys had one prata each.
Then we bus-ed back to westmall & trained home.
Jackson walked me home,
teaching me a technique and talking about some personal stuff.
I wished I could stay longer to lend him a listening ear,
but it was already 9:40+, so yeah.
So sorry.
& you kissed me in the pouring rain.
Yours truly;
Belle♥
