I'm not a girl, not yet a woman.
Ptc sucks.
Feeling so emotional now.
It's like I got provoked, and yet I cried.
It's so weird, huh?
Okay, I don't mean to sound offensive or anything,
but how do you expect me to reply to a "Sorry to ask, but.. Are you in a relationship?"
Is it that obvious?
Or have you seen or heard it for yourself?
But my mother was RIGHT beside me.
How'd you expect me to answer you?!
I was embarrassed as hell, the blood rushing to my ears, my whole body tensed.
'Uhh..' I replied.
Then you went ahead with a "It's okay if you don't answer it,"
If it's okay, why ask in the first place?
I was very sure I'd get the talk from my mother once we got home.
I was right.
And the other part of the ptc was that Mr neo went to comment that,
I'm a very well-behaved student in class,
but he's afraid that I'm the total opposite when I'm with my friends.
And said that what my friends are a distraction, blahblahblah.
What. the. hell.
my friends don't distract me!
And you're not allowed to judge them just like that.
You don't even have any other proof, right?
So, you saw us in the school library,
not studying, but chit-chatting away.
Of course, you saw it only
once.
That's cause we DON'T study in the school library,
we study in the public libraries lah, please.
School so noisy one, aiyo.
Other than that, they're telling me stuff I already know.
Apparently, after the talk, my mother repeated stuff from what my teachers said.
Annoyed, I said, "You don't have to repeat everything they said. I was there."
"I already knew what to do before we even came here,"
I complained.
"Well, good that you know.."
she replied. :/
After that, once I got home,
I went upstairs and closed the door.
Climbed onto my bed and took my blanket and covered my face.
They were so unfair.
While I was about to cry,
my mother came up and talked to me.
-_-
Again.
Sigh.
How I hate this.
Yours truly;
Belle♥
