Break Away♥

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♠ ♣ ♥ ♦

♥May-belle♥
aka Belle, Panda, Milkshake.♥
Officially 16. :D
17th August, leo
Catholic.
"Happy go hyper. :)"
Regent Sec
Regent sec m&d♥
~~Sec Onefive♥ 2008~~
~~Sec Twofive♥ 2009~~
~~Sec ThreeSix 2010~~
~~Sec FourSix 2011~~
GRADUATED from Regent Secondary.

psalms 27:4

"A lady that is striving to dwell in the house of the Lord
who is learning to see God's greater purpose for her
who wakes up and learns to be thankful for her blessings."

http://x-identity.blogspot.com/2010/03/new-identity.html

Candies♥
♥ Candies. Gummies, Chocolate, you name it!
♥ My sunshine & cupcakes.
♥ Rainbows. Anything colourful for the fact.
♥ PINK.
♥ Pink, brown, green, white, black.
♥ My pets.
♥ Bubblegum.
♥ Music.
♥ Candycane. (original)
♥ Onde Onde (green colour one w suagr inside)
♥ Bubbletea.
♥ Cappuccino, honey green tea, peach green tea, peppermint green tea bubbletea.
♥ Snacks. You shall.. NOT spoil me! :D
♥ Fruits.
♥ Being involved with my friends of different races.

Knives✖
✖ Mostly myself. I get easily tempted, etc.
✖ Hypocrites. Now tell me, who isn't one? I know I am.
✖ Homework. Burn 'em!
✖ Pe. Who started it, anyway?

Dear Santa..

NOT IN ORDER

~~ Him♥~~
~~ Hoodie (Comfy & fuzzy inside)~~
 Panda doll backpack.
 Wooden Musical box (plays when opened)
 Checkered headphones/earpiece.(cream & brown)
 waist shorts, skirt.
 New lappy.
 Sims3.
~~ off-white brown/black polka dotted frill umbrella.~~
 Lava Lamp.
 Beanie hat.
 Heart locket necklace.(Those that can open up to put pics)
~~ Watch necklace. (Opens up with a touch of a button) (Idk where I threw it to)~~
~~ Itouch.~~
 Sneakers.
 Off-shoulder tops.
~~ White sneaker-like schoolshoes.~~
 Floral top w waist skirt & belt.
~~ Essential Hair mask.~~
~~ Liese cocktail hair spray.~~
 Olympus Pen EP1 DSLR camera.
 brown/white fur Boots.
 Snow globe
~~ Transparent Umbrella.~~
~~ Very 1st Plane ride~~
~~ Meet Irwin Zephyr♥~~
 Learn Piano.
~~ Meet Ariel♥~~
~~ hip-length hair. (:~~
 Go Poly.
 LIVERPOOL jersey :D
 ~~Black~~, baby pink, greyish blue shorts.
 Dresses.♥
 More clothes, dammit.
 Prom dress.
 Have a PROM.
 Cream & brown checkered hoodie.
 Baby pink & ~~black skinnies.~~
 Zy back alive.
~~ Have Ichigo.~~
~~ Pass Math.~~
 Pass Chinese.
 Be strong.
~~ Webcam~~
~~ bff with Becky, Irwin & Mic, Ariel.♥~~
 Money.
~~ My fairytale.~~
 Travel to Paris, Japan, France, Rome, London, Australia, England.
(爱)

↑ 14th September. @Tuesday, September 14, 20109/14/2010 06:45:00 PM

I'm glad that things didn't go out of hand.

Dedicated to those who stayed by my side when I was extremely down; Becky, Kimberley, Desmond, Hazim, Dinu, Shakir, Atyqa and Yan Ping.

Things have been kind of rough for me for the past 2-3 days.
Especially when I was having my period.
It sort of happened on Sunday itself.
Um, it started out as a common problem; jealousy.
We walked to school together without saying a word yesterday.
I hated it.
It felt so awkward, and I felt terrible.
He finally talked to me after we'd put our bags down in school.
I was feeling really insecure and stuff, so I wasn't really able to look him in the eye.
Especially when his eyes looked kind of cold to me.

He scooped my hand up and sort of cradled it, but I did not respond.
Instead, I was looking around.
Only pausing for a second to check on him.
What was he thinking?
We were in school!
Was what I thought at that point of time.
He let go shortly after and left.
I looked up to see why.
Becky and Yong Rui arrived.

I refused to tell Becky anything at that point of time,
just constantly nodding or shaking my head.
She communicated with me via sms.
I ate slowly during recess, I felt rather lonely.
In our table were only Alan, Becky and I.
It felt rather weird that Lewis, Yong Rui and Desmond was not with us.
I shook the thought off.
We headed up to the hall for assembly after recess,
and Lewis called me over.
Nervous, I sat down and fiddled with my skirt.

He started talking to me.
Hazim and Dinu tried to playfully interfere,
but he chased them away.
His tone was fierce and frustrated, I could feel his anger.
I was scared of him.
I couldn't help but to struggle to keep eye contact with him.
I couldn't believe his last words.
"I give you 5 days. 5 days to think.. Then tell me if you still want to continue."
I gasped and struggled to keep my emotions in place.
He stood up and walked away.
That was when I couldn't take it any longer.

Hazim and Dinu then came, their expressions cheeky.
"What did he say?" they asked in a playful tone.
But stopped when they saw my eyes brimming with tears.
"Hey, Mabel, chill! Don't cry, don't cry!" they exclaimed.
I shook my head and walked away.
Kimberley was there for me,
and asked what happened.
She had witnessed his expression and knew it wasn't good.
Farzana offered me a tissue.
I hurriedly wiped away the tears that were spilling over.
The next few periods was me trying to hold myself together.
Mr Neo and Shi lao shi noticed.

Oh well, anyway..
I couldn't concentrate.
My mind kept reeling.. What he said..
What could he possibly mean?
That he didn't want me anymore?
Warm, wet tears sprung again.
My hand swept them away immediately.
Discussed with Becky about what to do or say to him on wednesday.
I ended up drafting a message.

That night, I had no appetite for dinner, although I was hungry.
I woke up the next morning, feeling kind of happy cause of the dream I had.
I was with him, everything felt so normal.
We held hands, and I had even put my head on his shoulder..
All these faded when I snapped a few seconds later.
I remembered his anger and got insecure again.
What if we won't ever be together again?
My mind reeled at the possibilities.
I walked to school quickly, I didn't touch my homework at all yesterday.
And I didn't even have breakfast.
In my messed up state, I forgot to bring my water bottle which I've already filled.

For recess, I just stared blankly ahead while Becky ate.
She then talked to him during recess.
I just followed YanPing and LianLing behind like a lifeless zombie.
Cause in my state of staring ahead for more than 20 mins, I remembered Becky telling me to join YanPing.
Then they headed to the hall, which was dark.
After replying Becky's sms of where I was,
I sat there waiting for her to come.
I couldn't believe what I saw.
He was walking towards me with Becky leading.
He dropped a bottle of green tea and 2 sandwiches into my arms.
Then he sat somewhere behind me.
I was kind of dazed and talking to Becky when he suddenly shot out his hands to prevent the ball from hitting us.
He then shouted at the boys who were playing with it and showed his middle fingers. (I think?)

He's still furious, I thought.
After school I read the smses I've recieved.
"Want to go out for lunch together?" it said.
I felt relieved; I've wanted to be with him and wanted him to ask me out.
So after settling his history ws, the four of us - Yong Rui, Lewis, Becky and I headed over to Yewtee.

After saying bye to YongRui, we headed to kfc.
Becky had smsed him "She was practically dead yesterday,"
:/
When Becky headed home, he and I talked.
So I guess it's over..

Yours truly;
Belle♥


Disclaimer; ♥Don't you think we all need a new identity?♥ Best viewed in Google Chrome.
Identity♥ Clickie. :D ♠ ♣ ♥ ♦ ♥May-belle♥ aka Belle, Panda, Milkshake.♥ Officially 16. :D 17th August, leo Catholic. "Happy go hyper. :)" Regent Sec Regent sec m&d♥ ~~Sec Onefive♥ 2008~~ ~~Sec Twofive♥ 2009~~ ~~Sec ThreeSix 2010~~ ~~Sec FourSix 2011~~ GRADUATED from Regent Secondary. psalms 27:4 "A lady that is striving to dwell in the house of the Lord who is learning to see God's greater purpose for her who wakes up and learns to be thankful for her blessings." http://x-identity.blogspot.com/2010/03/new-identity.html Candies♥ ♥ Candies. Gummies, Chocolate, you name it! ♥ My sunshine & cupcakes. ♥ Rainbows. Anything colourful for the fact. ♥ PINK. ♥ Pink, brown, green, white, black. ♥ My pets. ♥ Bubblegum. ♥ Music. ♥ Candycane. (original) ♥ Onde Onde (green colour one w suagr inside) ♥ Bubbletea. ♥ Cappuccino, honey green tea, peach green tea, peppermint green tea bubbletea. ♥ Snacks. You shall.. NOT spoil me! :D ♥ Fruits. ♥ Being involved with my friends of different races. Knives✖ ✖ Mostly myself. I get easily tempted, etc. ✖ Hypocrites. Now tell me, who isn't one? I know I am. ✖ Homework. Burn 'em! ✖ Pe. Who started it, anyway? Dear Santa.. NOT IN ORDER ~~ Him♥~~ ~~ Hoodie (Comfy & fuzzy inside)~~  Panda doll backpack.  Wooden Musical box (plays when opened)  Checkered headphones/earpiece.(cream & brown)  waist shorts, skirt.  New lappy.  Sims3. ~~ off-white brown/black polka dotted frill umbrella.~~  Lava Lamp.  Beanie hat.  Heart locket necklace.(Those that can open up to put pics) ~~ Watch necklace. (Opens up with a touch of a button) (Idk where I threw it to)~~ ~~ Itouch.~~  Sneakers.  Off-shoulder tops. ~~ White sneaker-like schoolshoes.~~  Floral top w waist skirt & belt. ~~ Essential Hair mask.~~ ~~ Liese cocktail hair spray.~~  Olympus Pen EP1 DSLR camera.  brown/white fur Boots.  Snow globe ~~ Transparent Umbrella.~~ ~~ Very 1st Plane ride~~ ~~ Meet Irwin Zephyr♥~~  Learn Piano. ~~ Meet Ariel♥~~ ~~ hip-length hair. (:~~  Go Poly.  LIVERPOOL jersey :D  ~~Black~~, baby pink, greyish blue shorts.  Dresses.♥  More clothes, dammit.  Prom dress.  Have a PROM.  Cream & brown checkered hoodie.  Baby pink & ~~black skinnies.~~  Zy back alive. ~~ Have Ichigo.~~ ~~ Pass Math.~~  Pass Chinese.  Be strong. ~~ Webcam~~ ~~ bff with Becky, Irwin & Mic, Ariel.♥~~  Money. ~~ My fairytale.~~  Travel to Paris, Japan, France, Rome, London, Australia, England. (爱)
↑ 14th September. @Tuesday, September 14, 20109/14/2010 06:45:00 PM I'm glad that things didn't go out of hand. Dedicated to those who stayed by my side when I was extremely down; Becky, Kimberley, Desmond, Hazim, Dinu, Shakir, Atyqa and Yan Ping. Things have been kind of rough for me for the past 2-3 days. Especially when I was having my period. It sort of happened on Sunday itself. Um, it started out as a common problem; jealousy. We walked to school together without saying a word yesterday. I hated it. It felt so awkward, and I felt terrible. He finally talked to me after we'd put our bags down in school. I was feeling really insecure and stuff, so I wasn't really able to look him in the eye. Especially when his eyes looked kind of cold to me. He scooped my hand up and sort of cradled it, but I did not respond. Instead, I was looking around. Only pausing for a second to check on him. What was he thinking? We were in school! Was what I thought at that point of time. He let go shortly after and left. I looked up to see why. Becky and Yong Rui arrived. I refused to tell Becky anything at that point of time, just constantly nodding or shaking my head. She communicated with me via sms. I ate slowly during recess, I felt rather lonely. In our table were only Alan, Becky and I. It felt rather weird that Lewis, Yong Rui and Desmond was not with us. I shook the thought off. We headed up to the hall for assembly after recess, and Lewis called me over. Nervous, I sat down and fiddled with my skirt. He started talking to me. Hazim and Dinu tried to playfully interfere, but he chased them away. His tone was fierce and frustrated, I could feel his anger. I was scared of him. I couldn't help but to struggle to keep eye contact with him. I couldn't believe his last words. "I give you 5 days. 5 days to think.. Then tell me if you still want to continue." I gasped and struggled to keep my emotions in place. He stood up and walked away. That was when I couldn't take it any longer. Hazim and Dinu then came, their expressions cheeky. "What did he say?" they asked in a playful tone. But stopped when they saw my eyes brimming with tears. "Hey, Mabel, chill! Don't cry, don't cry!" they exclaimed. I shook my head and walked away. Kimberley was there for me, and asked what happened. She had witnessed his expression and knew it wasn't good. Farzana offered me a tissue. I hurriedly wiped away the tears that were spilling over. The next few periods was me trying to hold myself together. Mr Neo and Shi lao shi noticed. Oh well, anyway.. I couldn't concentrate. My mind kept reeling.. What he said.. What could he possibly mean? That he didn't want me anymore? Warm, wet tears sprung again. My hand swept them away immediately. Discussed with Becky about what to do or say to him on wednesday. I ended up drafting a message. That night, I had no appetite for dinner, although I was hungry. I woke up the next morning, feeling kind of happy cause of the dream I had. I was with him, everything felt so normal. We held hands, and I had even put my head on his shoulder.. All these faded when I snapped a few seconds later. I remembered his anger and got insecure again. What if we won't ever be together again? My mind reeled at the possibilities. I walked to school quickly, I didn't touch my homework at all yesterday. And I didn't even have breakfast. In my messed up state, I forgot to bring my water bottle which I've already filled. For recess, I just stared blankly ahead while Becky ate. She then talked to him during recess. I just followed YanPing and LianLing behind like a lifeless zombie. Cause in my state of staring ahead for more than 20 mins, I remembered Becky telling me to join YanPing. Then they headed to the hall, which was dark. After replying Becky's sms of where I was, I sat there waiting for her to come. I couldn't believe what I saw. He was walking towards me with Becky leading. He dropped a bottle of green tea and 2 sandwiches into my arms. Then he sat somewhere behind me. I was kind of dazed and talking to Becky when he suddenly shot out his hands to prevent the ball from hitting us. He then shouted at the boys who were playing with it and showed his middle fingers. (I think?) He's still furious, I thought. After school I read the smses I've recieved. "Want to go out for lunch together?" it said. I felt relieved; I've wanted to be with him and wanted him to ask me out. So after settling his history ws, the four of us - Yong Rui, Lewis, Becky and I headed over to Yewtee. After saying bye to YongRui, we headed to kfc. Becky had smsed him "She was practically dead yesterday," :/ When Becky headed home, he and I talked. So I guess it's over.. Yours truly; Belle♥
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