Why do we always run and hide, and get ourselves hurt in the end?
Can we pull through this avalanche?
-avalanche; Marie Digby.
I'm holding on with both hands cause forever I believe that there's nothing I could need but you.
-never gonna be alone; Nickleback.
And all I scream for; "come please, i'm callin,"
and all I need from you; "hurry I'm fallin, I'm fallin,"
-saving me; Nickleback.
Cause everything you do and words you say; you know that it all takes my breath away and now i'm left with nothing..
-two is better than one; Boys like Girls.
I'm starting to trip, I'm losin my grip and i'm in this thing alone.
-losing grip; Avril Lavigne.
Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt. Every little bumpbon the road I tried to swerve.
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me.
-breathe; Taylor Swift.
All that i'm after is a life full of laughter, as long as I'm laughing with you. I'm thinking that all that still matters is love ever after.
-life after you; Chris Daughtry.
Maybe I've been the problem, maybe I'm the one to blame..
-stars; Switchfoot.
Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard, oh take me back to the start.
-the scientist; Coldplay.
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand.
-if you are not the one; Daniel Bedingfield.
I feel; just around the corner, just around the corner's not enough. I feel; 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone.
-40 kinds of sadness; Ryan Cabera.
And it feels like tonight, can't believe i'm broken inside. Can't you see that there's nothing I wanna do then try to make it up to you.
-feels like tonight; Chris Daughtry.
So many songs, words can't express.
Whatever happened to "
There's not a thing I would change cause you're amazing just the way you are" by Bruno Mars?
There's so many things I wanna complain to you, to fight for my rights.
But what's the point..
Love is supposed to be unconditional, right?
Like dealing with someone's flaws and accepting them for who they are or who they've become.
Okay, I admit, I might've changed without realizing..
But everybody changes..
What if I didn't want to change?
What if I wanted to be exactly the same as 5 months back?
But you've changed too.
I don't know who's right or who's wrong.
But I know it's my fault.
You said you could read everything off my face,
then why did you misread my facial expression?
I was always this fragile, overly-sensitive.
Having negative thoughts whenever I felt insecure.
Then my imagination gets the best out of me and I get scared and cry.
All I do is to cry..
But why?
Crying doesn't help in any way.
But.. I can't help it if it hurts so much.
I know you hurt worse than I do,
but I really don't know.
Maybe, just maybe..
I'm not good enough for you.
Or is it cause you put too much expectations on me,
and get dissapointed when I fail in them?
We've been through so much and..
I know it may seem that I'm taking you for granted, or testing your patience,
but I'm struggling to keep you happy.
Maybe you can't tell, or maybe I don't put enough effort in it..
I just.. don't want to lose you.. in any way..
Yours truly;
Belle♥
