Break Away♥

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♠ ♣ ♥ ♦

♥May-belle♥
aka Belle, Panda, Milkshake.♥
Officially 16. :D
17th August, leo
Catholic.
"Happy go hyper. :)"
Regent Sec
Regent sec m&d♥
~~Sec Onefive♥ 2008~~
~~Sec Twofive♥ 2009~~
~~Sec ThreeSix 2010~~
~~Sec FourSix 2011~~
GRADUATED from Regent Secondary.

psalms 27:4

"A lady that is striving to dwell in the house of the Lord
who is learning to see God's greater purpose for her
who wakes up and learns to be thankful for her blessings."

http://x-identity.blogspot.com/2010/03/new-identity.html

Candies♥
♥ Candies. Gummies, Chocolate, you name it!
♥ My sunshine & cupcakes.
♥ Rainbows. Anything colourful for the fact.
♥ PINK.
♥ Pink, brown, green, white, black.
♥ My pets.
♥ Bubblegum.
♥ Music.
♥ Candycane. (original)
♥ Onde Onde (green colour one w suagr inside)
♥ Bubbletea.
♥ Cappuccino, honey green tea, peach green tea, peppermint green tea bubbletea.
♥ Snacks. You shall.. NOT spoil me! :D
♥ Fruits.
♥ Being involved with my friends of different races.

Knives✖
✖ Mostly myself. I get easily tempted, etc.
✖ Hypocrites. Now tell me, who isn't one? I know I am.
✖ Homework. Burn 'em!
✖ Pe. Who started it, anyway?

Dear Santa..

NOT IN ORDER

~~ Him♥~~
~~ Hoodie (Comfy & fuzzy inside)~~
 Panda doll backpack.
 Wooden Musical box (plays when opened)
 Checkered headphones/earpiece.(cream & brown)
 waist shorts, skirt.
 New lappy.
 Sims3.
~~ off-white brown/black polka dotted frill umbrella.~~
 Lava Lamp.
 Beanie hat.
 Heart locket necklace.(Those that can open up to put pics)
~~ Watch necklace. (Opens up with a touch of a button) (Idk where I threw it to)~~
~~ Itouch.~~
 Sneakers.
 Off-shoulder tops.
~~ White sneaker-like schoolshoes.~~
 Floral top w waist skirt & belt.
~~ Essential Hair mask.~~
~~ Liese cocktail hair spray.~~
 Olympus Pen EP1 DSLR camera.
 brown/white fur Boots.
 Snow globe
~~ Transparent Umbrella.~~
~~ Very 1st Plane ride~~
~~ Meet Irwin Zephyr♥~~
 Learn Piano.
~~ Meet Ariel♥~~
~~ hip-length hair. (:~~
 Go Poly.
 LIVERPOOL jersey :D
 ~~Black~~, baby pink, greyish blue shorts.
 Dresses.♥
 More clothes, dammit.
 Prom dress.
 Have a PROM.
 Cream & brown checkered hoodie.
 Baby pink & ~~black skinnies.~~
 Zy back alive.
~~ Have Ichigo.~~
~~ Pass Math.~~
 Pass Chinese.
 Be strong.
~~ Webcam~~
~~ bff with Becky, Irwin & Mic, Ariel.♥~~
 Money.
~~ My fairytale.~~
 Travel to Paris, Japan, France, Rome, London, Australia, England.
(爱)

↑ 27th February. @Sunday, February 27, 20112/27/2011 06:57:00 PM

We are who we are.

Yesterday, I went to meet up with Becky to buy Lewis's birthday present.
I knew what exactly I wanted to buy for him;
the grey jacket from cotton on.
I searched Lotone, but there were only sizes M, L and XL.
Disappointed, we traveled to Causeway.
There weren't size M there, too.
So we tried our last resot, Yishun.
I practically screamed in dismay when I noticed that outlet didn't sell any of the jackets.

So I had no choice but to buy the M size at Lotone.
When I asked Becky to put it on to see how it looks like,
she was like, "Ohhhh, it's so nice!"
I was like, "I know,"
And she was like "I'm so gonna buy one for myself!"
At that point of time I felt kind of upset,
I didn't want her having the same clothes as my boyfriend!

And today, she mentioned that she was at Queensway shopping centre,
and that she found a size S for the jacket.
I have never ever felt so much regret buying something before.
And to make matters worse,
she told me there was a wider variety of the jackets;
black, white, grey, light brown, dark brown, blue, etc.
I felt jealousy stabbing at me, especially when she said "I'm looking for size XS for myself."
I know it's kind of absurd to be this jealous,
but I mean, who wants their boyfriend to own something that's the same as her girlfriend?
Fyi, Girlfriend as in sister-like friend, not that I'm lesbian.
And I know I should tell her face-to-face how I feel,
cause I know she would understand, but I feel so cowardly.
I think that I'm going too far.
Why should I restrict her from getting what she wants?
I tried reasoning it with myself, so I thought I might as well rant.
And Becky, if you're reading this, I'm sorry I'm such an 'S'.

*takes deep breaths*
I have been rather emotionally unstable this year.
Mostly due to stress.
School hasn't been rather nice, but what can I expect, it's sec4.
And when you're sec4, trust me, you wouldn't have much of a life.
Well, at least I still have 50% of my life right now.
Can't imagine what my life will become when I enter College or University.
>_>
Oh crap.

Sooo anyway..
Lessons are long and everyone's tired after school,
but when we reach home, we have to battle with homework.
The common tests just ended not too long ago,
and I was kind of happy when I got back my math paper.
I passed math the second time now in Secondary school.
(my math had always been lousy)
It's all thanks to you, dear. (:
Well, I have yet to get back my Biology, history and Poa paper,
but I can roughly estimate the failures.
So far, I've failed chinese by 8 marks and Social studies by 2.5marks.
English, math and chemistry were passes.
I'm pretty sure I'd fail my poa and history, too.

I hope I have enough time to get a better result next time..
Anyway, let's talk about the events which are going to come.
This coming friday is Lewis's birthday, but we both have cca. ):
I was thinking to invite him over to my house on Sunday,
but I'm not sure if my Dad would be at home or not.
Even if he's not, no one knows when he might come back.
Sigh.. I just hope that everything works out fine.

The following week after that I'd be having a STUDY cohort camp, oh god. -.-
Camps are supposed to be fun with all the campfires and sleep overs.
But noooo, we have to friggin do revisions and stuff.
-.-
And even so, I want to stay over somewhere after my camp,
but Amanda's having an actual camp and all, and Michelle hasn't been replying me.
I wonder why.
Maybe she's busy, but sometimes I think I did something to upset her.
Did I? I can't recall. If I really did, I'm sorry..

Hoping to meet up with Irwin soon, before my O's come.
We have no idea what to do, so we'd probably end up at town rotting away.
It would be good if Lewis can come, though.
Before sleeping last night I was all like,
"Oh god, there's so much work left to do.."
And right now, I haven't even started.
I tried my english homework, but it's..
Really tough.
There's still chinese (and idk where I threw them) and Social studies.
To top it off, there's still a biology test tomorrow.
But now, my mood is ruined and I have no appetite for dinner and I feel like dying once I look at my homework.
Sigh.
Life sucks.

Yours truly,
Belle♥


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Identity♥ Clickie. :D ♠ ♣ ♥ ♦ ♥May-belle♥ aka Belle, Panda, Milkshake.♥ Officially 16. :D 17th August, leo Catholic. "Happy go hyper. :)" Regent Sec Regent sec m&d♥ ~~Sec Onefive♥ 2008~~ ~~Sec Twofive♥ 2009~~ ~~Sec ThreeSix 2010~~ ~~Sec FourSix 2011~~ GRADUATED from Regent Secondary. psalms 27:4 "A lady that is striving to dwell in the house of the Lord who is learning to see God's greater purpose for her who wakes up and learns to be thankful for her blessings." http://x-identity.blogspot.com/2010/03/new-identity.html Candies♥ ♥ Candies. Gummies, Chocolate, you name it! ♥ My sunshine & cupcakes. ♥ Rainbows. Anything colourful for the fact. ♥ PINK. ♥ Pink, brown, green, white, black. ♥ My pets. ♥ Bubblegum. ♥ Music. ♥ Candycane. (original) ♥ Onde Onde (green colour one w suagr inside) ♥ Bubbletea. ♥ Cappuccino, honey green tea, peach green tea, peppermint green tea bubbletea. ♥ Snacks. You shall.. NOT spoil me! :D ♥ Fruits. ♥ Being involved with my friends of different races. Knives✖ ✖ Mostly myself. I get easily tempted, etc. ✖ Hypocrites. Now tell me, who isn't one? I know I am. ✖ Homework. Burn 'em! ✖ Pe. Who started it, anyway? Dear Santa.. NOT IN ORDER ~~ Him♥~~ ~~ Hoodie (Comfy & fuzzy inside)~~  Panda doll backpack.  Wooden Musical box (plays when opened)  Checkered headphones/earpiece.(cream & brown)  waist shorts, skirt.  New lappy.  Sims3. ~~ off-white brown/black polka dotted frill umbrella.~~  Lava Lamp.  Beanie hat.  Heart locket necklace.(Those that can open up to put pics) ~~ Watch necklace. (Opens up with a touch of a button) (Idk where I threw it to)~~ ~~ Itouch.~~  Sneakers.  Off-shoulder tops. ~~ White sneaker-like schoolshoes.~~  Floral top w waist skirt & belt. ~~ Essential Hair mask.~~ ~~ Liese cocktail hair spray.~~  Olympus Pen EP1 DSLR camera.  brown/white fur Boots.  Snow globe ~~ Transparent Umbrella.~~ ~~ Very 1st Plane ride~~ ~~ Meet Irwin Zephyr♥~~  Learn Piano. ~~ Meet Ariel♥~~ ~~ hip-length hair. (:~~  Go Poly.  LIVERPOOL jersey :D  ~~Black~~, baby pink, greyish blue shorts.  Dresses.♥  More clothes, dammit.  Prom dress.  Have a PROM.  Cream & brown checkered hoodie.  Baby pink & ~~black skinnies.~~  Zy back alive. ~~ Have Ichigo.~~ ~~ Pass Math.~~  Pass Chinese.  Be strong. ~~ Webcam~~ ~~ bff with Becky, Irwin & Mic, Ariel.♥~~  Money. ~~ My fairytale.~~  Travel to Paris, Japan, France, Rome, London, Australia, England. (爱)
↑ 27th February. @Sunday, February 27, 20112/27/2011 06:57:00 PM We are who we are. Yesterday, I went to meet up with Becky to buy Lewis's birthday present. I knew what exactly I wanted to buy for him; the grey jacket from cotton on. I searched Lotone, but there were only sizes M, L and XL. Disappointed, we traveled to Causeway. There weren't size M there, too. So we tried our last resot, Yishun. I practically screamed in dismay when I noticed that outlet didn't sell any of the jackets. So I had no choice but to buy the M size at Lotone. When I asked Becky to put it on to see how it looks like, she was like, "Ohhhh, it's so nice!" I was like, "I know," And she was like "I'm so gonna buy one for myself!" At that point of time I felt kind of upset, I didn't want her having the same clothes as my boyfriend! And today, she mentioned that she was at Queensway shopping centre, and that she found a size S for the jacket. I have never ever felt so much regret buying something before. And to make matters worse, she told me there was a wider variety of the jackets; black, white, grey, light brown, dark brown, blue, etc. I felt jealousy stabbing at me, especially when she said "I'm looking for size XS for myself." I know it's kind of absurd to be this jealous, but I mean, who wants their boyfriend to own something that's the same as her girlfriend? Fyi, Girlfriend as in sister-like friend, not that I'm lesbian. And I know I should tell her face-to-face how I feel, cause I know she would understand, but I feel so cowardly. I think that I'm going too far. Why should I restrict her from getting what she wants? I tried reasoning it with myself, so I thought I might as well rant. And Becky, if you're reading this, I'm sorry I'm such an 'S'. takes deep breaths I have been rather emotionally unstable this year. Mostly due to stress. School hasn't been rather nice, but what can I expect, it's sec4. And when you're sec4, trust me, you wouldn't have much of a life. Well, at least I still have 50% of my life right now. Can't imagine what my life will become when I enter College or University. >_> Oh crap. Sooo anyway.. Lessons are long and everyone's tired after school, but when we reach home, we have to battle with homework. The common tests just ended not too long ago, and I was kind of happy when I got back my math paper. I passed math the second time now in Secondary school. (my math had always been lousy) It's all thanks to you, dear. (: Well, I have yet to get back my Biology, history and Poa paper, but I can roughly estimate the failures. So far, I've failed chinese by 8 marks and Social studies by 2.5marks. English, math and chemistry were passes. I'm pretty sure I'd fail my poa and history, too. I hope I have enough time to get a better result next time.. Anyway, let's talk about the events which are going to come. This coming friday is Lewis's birthday, but we both have cca. ): I was thinking to invite him over to my house on Sunday, but I'm not sure if my Dad would be at home or not. Even if he's not, no one knows when he might come back. Sigh.. I just hope that everything works out fine. The following week after that I'd be having a STUDY cohort camp, oh god. -.- Camps are supposed to be fun with all the campfires and sleep overs. But noooo, we have to friggin do revisions and stuff. -.- And even so, I want to stay over somewhere after my camp, but Amanda's having an actual camp and all, and Michelle hasn't been replying me. I wonder why. Maybe she's busy, but sometimes I think I did something to upset her. Did I? I can't recall. If I really did, I'm sorry.. Hoping to meet up with Irwin soon, before my O's come. We have no idea what to do, so we'd probably end up at town rotting away. It would be good if Lewis can come, though. Before sleeping last night I was all like, "Oh god, there's so much work left to do.." And right now, I haven't even started. I tried my english homework, but it's.. Really tough. There's still chinese (and idk where I threw them) and Social studies. To top it off, there's still a biology test tomorrow. But now, my mood is ruined and I have no appetite for dinner and I feel like dying once I look at my homework. Sigh. Life sucks. Yours truly, Belle♥
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