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Clickie. :D
♠ ♣ ♥ ♦

♥May-belle♥
aka Belle, Panda, Milkshake.♥
Officially 16. :D
17th August, leo
Catholic.
"Happy go hyper. :)"
Regent Sec
Regent sec m&d♥
~~Sec Onefive♥ 2008~~
~~Sec Twofive♥ 2009~~
~~Sec ThreeSix 2010~~
~~Sec FourSix 2011~~
GRADUATED from Regent Secondary.

psalms 27:4

"A lady that is striving to dwell in the house of the Lord
who is learning to see God's greater purpose for her
who wakes up and learns to be thankful for her blessings."

http://x-identity.blogspot.com/2010/03/new-identity.html

Candies♥
♥ Candies. Gummies, Chocolate, you name it!
♥ My sunshine & cupcakes.
♥ Rainbows. Anything colourful for the fact.
♥ PINK.
♥ Pink, brown, green, white, black.
♥ My pets.
♥ Bubblegum.
♥ Music.
♥ Candycane. (original)
♥ Onde Onde (green colour one w suagr inside)
♥ Bubbletea.
♥ Cappuccino, honey green tea, peach green tea, peppermint green tea bubbletea.
♥ Snacks. You shall.. NOT spoil me! :D
♥ Fruits.
♥ Being involved with my friends of different races.

Knives✖
✖ Mostly myself. I get easily tempted, etc.
✖ Hypocrites. Now tell me, who isn't one? I know I am.
✖ Homework. Burn 'em!
✖ Pe. Who started it, anyway?

Dear Santa..

NOT IN ORDER

~~ Him♥~~
~~ Hoodie (Comfy & fuzzy inside)~~
 Panda doll backpack.
 Wooden Musical box (plays when opened)
 Checkered headphones/earpiece.(cream & brown)
 waist shorts, skirt.
 New lappy.
 Sims3.
~~ off-white brown/black polka dotted frill umbrella.~~
 Lava Lamp.
 Beanie hat.
 Heart locket necklace.(Those that can open up to put pics)
~~ Watch necklace. (Opens up with a touch of a button) (Idk where I threw it to)~~
~~ Itouch.~~
 Sneakers.
 Off-shoulder tops.
~~ White sneaker-like schoolshoes.~~
 Floral top w waist skirt & belt.
~~ Essential Hair mask.~~
~~ Liese cocktail hair spray.~~
 Olympus Pen EP1 DSLR camera.
 brown/white fur Boots.
 Snow globe
~~ Transparent Umbrella.~~
~~ Very 1st Plane ride~~
~~ Meet Irwin Zephyr♥~~
 Learn Piano.
~~ Meet Ariel♥~~
~~ hip-length hair. (:~~
 Go Poly.
 LIVERPOOL jersey :D
 ~~Black~~, baby pink, greyish blue shorts.
 Dresses.♥
 More clothes, dammit.
 Prom dress.
 Have a PROM.
 Cream & brown checkered hoodie.
 Baby pink & ~~black skinnies.~~
 Zy back alive.
~~ Have Ichigo.~~
~~ Pass Math.~~
 Pass Chinese.
 Be strong.
~~ Webcam~~
~~ bff with Becky, Irwin & Mic, Ariel.♥~~
 Money.
~~ My fairytale.~~
 Travel to Paris, Japan, France, Rome, London, Australia, England.
(爱)

↑ 21st Dec @Wednesday, December 21, 201112/21/2011 10:59:00 PM

So don't you worry your pretty little mind, people throw rocks at things that shine. And life makes love look hard. The stakes are high, the water's rough. But this love is ours.

Heyyyyyyy I'm finally back!
It's been so long, so SO long.
So long that I've totally forgotten that I actually own a blog.
Now that I think of it, I can't remember why I stopped blogging.
Was it cause O'lvls were near?
Ah, O'lvls are long over now.
And here I was, thinking if I should stop blogging completely..
But alas, I am bored and I can't get to sleep yet.
So.. I shall have a brief description on what I've been through.

I am sixteen finally, found my faith and graduated from Secondary School.
So many things have happened and yeah, nothing's quite the same anymore.
But, I am looking forward to the new beginning.
My new phase of life is just about to begin!
I can't wait to get to Poly, but then again..
I'm kindda afraid, actually.
I mean I've heard that Poly life is tougher, I mean whaddya expect right.
I just hope that I'd be finally able to live the life I've always wanted.
Because it just seems like I've totally wasted my Primary & Secondary school life.
Ah well. :/

Anyway.. Christmas is coming really soon, and I'm kindda excited, surprisingly.
Did you know there's a midnight mass for Christmas?
I didn't know. ._.
There's just so many things that I want to do, but where do I start?
Heh. However... >_>
After Christmas I'd have to get back my results..
I'm really afraid.
Cause I feel like even though I've done my best, my best isn't enough.
Oh well.. It's all up to the big and awesome guy up there to decide. :)

Like I've mentioned, alot has happened.
Thanks to the Confirmation Camp that my parents forced me to go,
my life has improved alot. :D
I've broken up and got a new boyfriend and stuff.
And to think.. That I'd be okay with soccer!
All this while, I find soccer SUPER boring.
But.. Thanks to my lovely baby, I am seeing the good side of soccer.
Oh, and did I mention I've fallen in love with a Liverpool jersey?♥
Though it doesn't make me a fan of Liverpool, but..
I know it's awesome.

Of course, I've had my fair shares of ups and downs this year.
Despite this, I feel stronger than before.
Stronger than I thought.
I've just had a friend drama recently,
but I know I've gotta move on.
Because no matter what I do, I'd be the bad guy in their eyes.
And seriously, I'm not the only one at fault.
You may make it seem like I want you back so bad but no thanks.
I have no need for you who don't tell me when I've gone wrong and accept me for who I am.
But I'm not saying I'm so great myself either.
I didn't okay.
Don't put words into my mouth.

It sucks, however, to have planned beforehand and have something go wrong.
For example, I was supposed to be able to meet Denzie,
my "brother" from Malaysia this year.
However, he couldn't make it to Singapore anymore. :(
So there..
And Irwin, we planned to meet up after I was done with my O's, 1 or 2 years ago.
Oh well. Doesn't matter as long as I know we're best buds, yeah? :)
And Michelle, I've missed you, I really do.
You said we'd hang out after O's but, you didn't even contact me after the exams.
Not to mention you didn't tell me about your China trip.
I feel kindda hurt, actually.
You told everyone, yes. But not me.

I know you really care and love me, but..
I can't help but to feel insignificant when you talk about your other friends.
True, they might have spent lots of time with you throughout these 4 years,
but that can never amount to what we've gone through, right?
I was actually hoping you'd ask me out soon cause you miss me.
Just me.
Nobody else.
But you had to bring another friend along.
I don't know where I stand anymore, y'know?
Becky and I are close, that I agree.
However, Becky is Becky and you are you.
I'm not replacing anybody or choosing favourites.
You're special to me just the way you are,
like how she's special to me just the way she is.
My feelings for the both of you will never collide.
And yet, whenever we're together now..
You'd talk to your other friends.

As if you'd rather be with them than me.
What happened?
I miss those days when it was just you and me.
Hanging out like we used to.
Without other people coming into the picture.
I'm selfish, I know.
But how can I not be when I've grown to be so fond of you?

But well, I shouldn't mope around here, right?
I want to tell you how I feel, but I don't want to sound unfair or clingy or anything.
That's why I kept it to myself.
Sometimes I sit and wonder if you missed me like I missed you.

I shouldn't end this post on a sad note. o_o
What should I say now, hmmm..
It just occured to me that I should learn a piano duet with Becky.
And it's decided! :D
Here's the song.
Wish me luck. ;^;

I vividly remember someone mentioning that I have an ability to attract people to me.
Aapparently, one of my seniors whom I've been talking to recently agrees with this statement.
Which is a huuuugeeeeee relief to me cause it boosts my confidence for Poly. :)
I'm gonna make lotsa friends, yeah.
I won't be the depressed left-out girl in class anymore.
Never shall I be known as the "Quiet, Shy girl."
That was never who I was.
Yes, I may be shy at first, but I open up really fast.
Alas, that depends on the person I'm talking to.
Unless I can somehow bring out the outgoing personality in me out.
If not uh..
That's gonna be bad.
o_o

Oh well, I better find something else to do now.
Maybe I'd continue editing my Myth to Reality.
Hee. :D
Ciaoz~

Adelle♥


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Identity♥ Clickie. :D ♠ ♣ ♥ ♦ ♥May-belle♥ aka Belle, Panda, Milkshake.♥ Officially 16. :D 17th August, leo Catholic. "Happy go hyper. :)" Regent Sec Regent sec m&d♥ ~~Sec Onefive♥ 2008~~ ~~Sec Twofive♥ 2009~~ ~~Sec ThreeSix 2010~~ ~~Sec FourSix 2011~~ GRADUATED from Regent Secondary. psalms 27:4 "A lady that is striving to dwell in the house of the Lord who is learning to see God's greater purpose for her who wakes up and learns to be thankful for her blessings." http://x-identity.blogspot.com/2010/03/new-identity.html Candies♥ ♥ Candies. Gummies, Chocolate, you name it! ♥ My sunshine & cupcakes. ♥ Rainbows. Anything colourful for the fact. ♥ PINK. ♥ Pink, brown, green, white, black. ♥ My pets. ♥ Bubblegum. ♥ Music. ♥ Candycane. (original) ♥ Onde Onde (green colour one w suagr inside) ♥ Bubbletea. ♥ Cappuccino, honey green tea, peach green tea, peppermint green tea bubbletea. ♥ Snacks. You shall.. NOT spoil me! :D ♥ Fruits. ♥ Being involved with my friends of different races. Knives✖ ✖ Mostly myself. I get easily tempted, etc. ✖ Hypocrites. Now tell me, who isn't one? I know I am. ✖ Homework. Burn 'em! ✖ Pe. Who started it, anyway? Dear Santa.. NOT IN ORDER ~~ Him♥~~ ~~ Hoodie (Comfy & fuzzy inside)~~  Panda doll backpack.  Wooden Musical box (plays when opened)  Checkered headphones/earpiece.(cream & brown)  waist shorts, skirt.  New lappy.  Sims3. ~~ off-white brown/black polka dotted frill umbrella.~~  Lava Lamp.  Beanie hat.  Heart locket necklace.(Those that can open up to put pics) ~~ Watch necklace. (Opens up with a touch of a button) (Idk where I threw it to)~~ ~~ Itouch.~~  Sneakers.  Off-shoulder tops. ~~ White sneaker-like schoolshoes.~~  Floral top w waist skirt & belt. ~~ Essential Hair mask.~~ ~~ Liese cocktail hair spray.~~  Olympus Pen EP1 DSLR camera.  brown/white fur Boots.  Snow globe ~~ Transparent Umbrella.~~ ~~ Very 1st Plane ride~~ ~~ Meet Irwin Zephyr♥~~  Learn Piano. ~~ Meet Ariel♥~~ ~~ hip-length hair. (:~~  Go Poly.  LIVERPOOL jersey :D  ~~Black~~, baby pink, greyish blue shorts.  Dresses.♥  More clothes, dammit.  Prom dress.  Have a PROM.  Cream & brown checkered hoodie.  Baby pink & ~~black skinnies.~~  Zy back alive. ~~ Have Ichigo.~~ ~~ Pass Math.~~  Pass Chinese.  Be strong. ~~ Webcam~~ ~~ bff with Becky, Irwin & Mic, Ariel.♥~~  Money. ~~ My fairytale.~~  Travel to Paris, Japan, France, Rome, London, Australia, England. (爱)
↑ 21st Dec @Wednesday, December 21, 201112/21/2011 10:59:00 PM So don't you worry your pretty little mind, people throw rocks at things that shine. And life makes love look hard. The stakes are high, the water's rough. But this love is ours. Heyyyyyyy I'm finally back! It's been so long, so SO long. So long that I've totally forgotten that I actually own a blog. Now that I think of it, I can't remember why I stopped blogging. Was it cause O'lvls were near? Ah, O'lvls are long over now. And here I was, thinking if I should stop blogging completely.. But alas, I am bored and I can't get to sleep yet. So.. I shall have a brief description on what I've been through. I am sixteen finally, found my faith and graduated from Secondary School. So many things have happened and yeah, nothing's quite the same anymore. But, I am looking forward to the new beginning. My new phase of life is just about to begin! I can't wait to get to Poly, but then again.. I'm kindda afraid, actually. I mean I've heard that Poly life is tougher, I mean whaddya expect right. I just hope that I'd be finally able to live the life I've always wanted. Because it just seems like I've totally wasted my Primary & Secondary school life. Ah well. :/ Anyway.. Christmas is coming really soon, and I'm kindda excited, surprisingly. Did you know there's a midnight mass for Christmas? I didn't know. ._. There's just so many things that I want to do, but where do I start? Heh. However... >_> After Christmas I'd have to get back my results.. I'm really afraid. Cause I feel like even though I've done my best, my best isn't enough. Oh well.. It's all up to the big and awesome guy up there to decide. :) Like I've mentioned, alot has happened. Thanks to the Confirmation Camp that my parents forced me to go, my life has improved alot. :D I've broken up and got a new boyfriend and stuff. And to think.. That I'd be okay with soccer! All this while, I find soccer SUPER boring. But.. Thanks to my lovely baby, I am seeing the good side of soccer. Oh, and did I mention I've fallen in love with a Liverpool jersey?♥ Though it doesn't make me a fan of Liverpool, but.. I know it's awesome. Of course, I've had my fair shares of ups and downs this year. Despite this, I feel stronger than before. Stronger than I thought. I've just had a friend drama recently, but I know I've gotta move on. Because no matter what I do, I'd be the bad guy in their eyes. And seriously, I'm not the only one at fault. You may make it seem like I want you back so bad but no thanks. I have no need for you who don't tell me when I've gone wrong and accept me for who I am. But I'm not saying I'm so great myself either. I didn't okay. Don't put words into my mouth. It sucks, however, to have planned beforehand and have something go wrong. For example, I was supposed to be able to meet Denzie, my "brother" from Malaysia this year. However, he couldn't make it to Singapore anymore. :( So there.. And Irwin, we planned to meet up after I was done with my O's, 1 or 2 years ago. Oh well. Doesn't matter as long as I know we're best buds, yeah? :) And Michelle, I've missed you, I really do. You said we'd hang out after O's but, you didn't even contact me after the exams. Not to mention you didn't tell me about your China trip. I feel kindda hurt, actually. You told everyone, yes. But not me. I know you really care and love me, but.. I can't help but to feel insignificant when you talk about your other friends. True, they might have spent lots of time with you throughout these 4 years, but that can never amount to what we've gone through, right? I was actually hoping you'd ask me out soon cause you miss me. Just me. Nobody else. But you had to bring another friend along. I don't know where I stand anymore, y'know? Becky and I are close, that I agree. However, Becky is Becky and you are you. I'm not replacing anybody or choosing favourites. You're special to me just the way you are, like how she's special to me just the way she is. My feelings for the both of you will never collide. And yet, whenever we're together now.. You'd talk to your other friends. As if you'd rather be with them than me. What happened? I miss those days when it was just you and me. Hanging out like we used to. Without other people coming into the picture. I'm selfish, I know. But how can I not be when I've grown to be so fond of you? But well, I shouldn't mope around here, right? I want to tell you how I feel, but I don't want to sound unfair or clingy or anything. That's why I kept it to myself. Sometimes I sit and wonder if you missed me like I missed you. I shouldn't end this post on a sad note. o_o What should I say now, hmmm.. It just occured to me that I should learn a piano duet with Becky. And it's decided! :D Here's the song. Wish me luck. ;^; I vividly remember someone mentioning that I have an ability to attract people to me. Aapparently, one of my seniors whom I've been talking to recently agrees with this statement. Which is a huuuugeeeeee relief to me cause it boosts my confidence for Poly. :) I'm gonna make lotsa friends, yeah. I won't be the depressed left-out girl in class anymore. Never shall I be known as the "Quiet, Shy girl." That was never who I was. Yes, I may be shy at first, but I open up really fast. Alas, that depends on the person I'm talking to. Unless I can somehow bring out the outgoing personality in me out. If not uh.. That's gonna be bad. o_o Oh well, I better find something else to do now. Maybe I'd continue editing my Myth to Reality. Hee. :D Ciaoz~ Adelle♥
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